I Admit Defeat

i'm not going to argue nor fight with this virus that's taken over my body!

it struck me at 2am this morning and i have not slept well since!
couldn't make breakfast for my older two *sorry kids* because i couldn't even get up. only wanted to lay down and finally went to get my mobile phone and called my Dad. poor Dad just got home from work and when he heard me sobbing, he came over right away! *how can i not Love my father* :)

got him to babysit Anis while i forced myself to send Aneesa to her Kindy's party. she really wants to go. today is the last day of school and the school holidays has begun! wanted to go to the Doctor but my Dad told me to self medicate first and drink lots of water and rest. this is the worst way to lose weight!!! i was shocked to see how much weight i lost within a day. not good... *but good too in a way* hehe... what an oxymoron! :D

my kids came back with their report cards and how proud i am of the both of them! especially Aysha who has been studying so hard to achieve good results. she's the Top Student in her class and she wants so much to do better. this is her last year in Primary School and taking her PSLE. reading what her Teacher has to say about her, just warms my heart :) she's totally my precious gem!
Thanks to my friends who sent me text messages and called to check up on me. and leaving messages at the Groovie Cafe :) appreciate your concern and Special Thanks to Aida who went out of her way to come visit and brought pizzas for my kids. *hugs* i'm totally speechless with the care and concern.

to think that i wake up daily having the strength to go about with my day and yet today i was totally defeated! i Thank God for allowing me to stay positive despite being ill. Ron kept asking how i'm doing too and kept telling me to go to the Doctor. will see how i feel in the morning.

having an online crop party @ Groovie Cafe tonight and just wanna have fun with my Groovie Girlfriends :)